Marina's Blog

09-04-2024 SO! School started, I'm in my final year at this school and I'm filled with existential dread how fun! Anywhoooo as usual math is the one class I'm best at, I've actually found myself improving my language so maybe I won't totally struggle like a fly in a spider's web for... English class this year. I can't really tell if things like socializing have gotten easier for me at all, but I was put into the same homeroom class as my friend who is very involved with school activities, such as being the president of the drama board and the child of a teacher, so I've kinda been exploring the school world more with them by my side. ON another note I am so hopelessly in love with my best friend who I also happened to date for a few months 3 years ago that it's started to drive me insane. I've also been listening to a lot of Mitski lately which... isn't really helping. I don't think I'll ever be able to tell her how I feel about her beautiful skin, the way she talks, how she makes me laugh every day. But that's a problem for another time! Let's talk about the bigger thing-- quite literally-- as it's in my hands right now! I FINALLY got my own computer! Unfortunately it's suspected that I'll only use it at home and not at school, I'm going to try and convince my parents to let me use it at school because I really hate those damn chromebooks. I'm really so grateful and happy that I have a computer, because now I can do all the things that my iPad failed me with. My computer is an HP computer, I selected it myself, and my mom even bought herself one to potentially replace the 8 year old computer that's been barely hanging on for the past... 4 years? Anyways FALL is approaching! My favorite season! I'm still thinking about what my costume could possibly be, but hopefully I'll be able to get the friend group together for trick or treating again this year :) 5th day of school tomorrow, I might remember to write an entry then

07-24-2024 Omg I'm back. WE'RE SO BACK!!! I decided I would just like... make this a personal diary I guess. So let me note some things (preferably notable). SOO first off I've been staying home alone frommm 8am-3pm every day except for the weekends now and I feel like I've been more productive than EVER. I do my skin routine, hair routine, exercise, stretch, drink LOTS of water, make my own lunch, and more stuff I feel like I've grown up just through tjis... and another big thing. I've,, girled up??? Like i've become more girl. And yk how i KNOW. I... I've been talking bad about someone in the friend group with my other friend.... I KNOW ITS WRONG but I'm a teenage girl and said friend (the one we're talking bad about) likes hazbin hotel it's... lowk embarassing for her but I don't judge TEW much (half lying) and my music taste has changed a LOT. I like kpop, 90s-2000s jpop/(j)rock, and stuff like that. idk what chemicals in my brain changed but suddenly I love niche japanese bands!! also somewhat relevant thing I talked to my mom about clothing style :)) she said she would be willing to help me try out different styles whether she thinks they're ugly or not soo I'm gonna look into some clothing and stuffff also I took a huge break from coding to pursure my love for INTERNET SURFING ❤ (and typography and music and exercising) and also let me mention. trying to learn to crochet. DEFINITELY not for my adhd shakey hands or my autism brain but I'm gonna keep trying i guess... Ohh and the most important part. I finished school!!! (for this year. i go back next month) it was really hard i said bye to all my teachers and friends went home took a shower and just BAWLED my eyes out :( but uhhh I think overall my life has been changing for the better!!I, the emotional attachment girl, cleaned out some of the stuff in my room (accomplished)

02-06-2024 hay guys... whats up... so basically what im gonna do is archive this part of the site. The blog. as you can see ive already changed my site name from killerprincess (which is a play on killer queen btw) to muneca. Which is kinda awkwarddd since technically the name should be muñeca.. with the n like that but oh well!! I've planned out a bigger project which I want to use my site for :)) im not even sure if this site had any real viewers or if everybody is just bots! but this site meant a lot to me anyways which is why itll still exist at something like. idk. https://muneca.neocities.org/archive or a generic url like that. but im really excited to start working on this project and I want to thank this site <33 see you all soon! oh and btw 01/23/24 was my birthday haha

02-03-2024 honestly? im thinking of archiving or at least redoing this page. i've lost a lot of interest in neocites (i still do coding! its one of my main hobbies, just not on neocities anymore) and honestly looking at the code for this page,,, it isn't great.. its very broken..... im NOT gonna delete it because. well that would make me lose all the memories and i have terrible memory.

01-05-2024 webkit text stroke is evil drop shadow is my new bae OKAY HELP SORRY I'LL MAKE AN ACTUAL ENTRY. SOOOO on crispmas I woke up super early as usual and I couldn't fall back asleep. Very frustrating. WHNE WE WOKE UP i opened giftsssss lalala i love gifts i got clothes, blind bags, plushies, PINS (i love), SMILE FOR ME COLLECTORS EDITION, and a bunch more I can't remember :3 I did stay up until 12 on christmas eve because yeah why not and same on new years!!!!! I went to the mall with my friend btw and we ate spicy noodles I think I am in love with her but we don't talk about that. ANYWAYSSSSS on new yearsssss yeah i just stayed up OH and i played tondemo wonderz so that new years would start 10 seconds after "sekai kaitai juubyou mae matte matte matte" SO YAAAAAAA AWESOME my new year started amazingggggg however today I did step on my keychain and broke it in half but I fixed it

12-24-2023 HOY ES CHRISTMAS ILL UPDATE ON MY GIFTS LATER

12-24-2023 MAÑANA ES NAVIDAD OMAIGAAA AL FIN. REGALOS Y DINERO. my autistic brain cannot handle this. Tonight I will start taking melatonin for the first time and I have mixed feelingsss idkkk .. I got kicked off my irl's priv acc and honeslty i expected to break down panicking but i actually did not gaf. The ohly thing is she didnt sb me so she was still following me but i fixed that so its a okay if she doesnt want me there tjats fine i dont wnanna be invading her privacy!!! I have to go to church today and honestly im pissed. I am so sure at this point that I am a system but idk what kind pls save me

12-17-2023 WOW i cant believe its been so long since i last made an entry (time blindess).. anywho Im going to improve some of the css on this (I learned a LOTTT)!! Its christmastime and im super excited!!! Ok that was a half lie I actually havent been feeling the christmas spirit. Anyways I think im recoverinng from beig MENTALLY ILL whoch is awesomee

11-18-2023 IGNORE THAT LAST ENTRY. IMM BACCCKK thanksgiving is soon!!! IVE BEEN LISTENING TO A LOT OF 80's-90'S ROCK/METAL.. I WISH WE COULD GO BACK TO THE SIMPLE DAYS WHERE WE JUST FARMED AND TRADED. IVE BEEN USING SNTRY A LOT I LOVEE CSS I NEED TO LEARN PYTHON... ROXANNE IS HAPPY TOO!!! A MESSAGE FROM ROXY: "The host enjoys coding, and so do I. However I can't quite seem to grasp the idea of why people must do it?" WOW THATS REALLY INTERESTING ROX!! WELLLLL seeYALL NEXT TIME

11-08-2023 Its strange. I dont remember the past few days aside from certain strong feelings? I dont understand

11-06-2023 OH MY GOSH I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT THISS HELPPP OK LATER TODAY ILL UPDATE ON EVERYTHING. OK IM BACK LOL I HAD NO IDEA ITD BEEN 3 DAYS?? IT FELT LIKE I ONLY MISSED ONE????? ANYWAYS IM SLOWLY BECOMING MORE AND MORE CONVINCED IM A SYSTEM BECAUSE REALLY WEIRD THINGS HAVE BEEN HAPPENING... I GOT INTO AN ARGUMENT WITH MY MOM BC OF THE PALESTINIAN GENOCIDE UMMM I PLAYED A LOT OF PJSK UHH YEAH THATS ALL!! I WONT FORGET TOMORROW PROMMISE

11-03-2023 also kinda late UMMUMUM ignore the thing on the bottom with the imood im gonna fix some of the likee layout stuff tomorrow and hopefully start 2day :3 not much to say Im abt to take a shower!! and try to draw some more soooo yk ALSO i love peru peru mi amor!! update: layout officially fixed and scanlines overlay added yayy

11-02-2023 KINDA LATE ENTRY 2day but I had a good day!!!! this is gonna be a long one so first i woke up and turns out i had a before school program but I was just. So sleep y. but I ended up going and it was trivia btw and I got a free lollipop and I answered like 2 questions correctly :3 I'm questioning if I'm a system and if I have BPD but thats a discussion for another day ANYWAYS 1st period was boring I found out one of my irls likes tadc 2nd period was MATH MY FAVORITE it made me so happy also fun fact. My table in math is almost the exact same in history aside from one person!!! tgen I went to lunc h and my friend found a dead spider en su quesadilla ke askeroso... y despues I went to study hall and my homeroom/science teacher (my favorite) was giving out free fries!!!!! amm then I went to 4th period which was science I love my science teacher so much!!!!! the class wasnt very interesting tho then I went to art and i stuck my hand in pink water (it was pink bc of paint) and it was the sink btw. FINAL PERIOD 6th period english. Oh boy. Okay um so. we had a sub and we asked him if he was preppy and he said yes and then he said "my favorite music artist is ice spice. My favorite song is umm the umm munch!! and also she in hamood" it wasso goofy omg and the gym teacher walked in AND HE HAD THE WORST HAIRCUT EVER OHMYGOD IT WAS SO BAD I WANTED TO CRY and THEN our teacher came back in but the sub stuck around and so our teacher left her phone on her desk and one girl dared this other kid to lock her phone so he opened it and locked it for 1. minite!! another kid did one of those hunger game websites but wit h everybody in the class and he fucking killed me I was so angry. This bitch!!!. OK SO I go homeee andd I get into a fight with my mom because I had religion class TODAY but I thought it was saturday and it was like. A private religion class?? Idk ill write more about it separately maybe soo btw its my cousins birthday and I go to her house and we talk abt all the crazy shit at our school we eat cake I go home my mom plays peruvian songs Im in my bed rn :333

11-01-2023 HAPPY FIRST OF THE MONTH!!! I'm so happy an energetic rn talking about horor movies with my friends :333 I love horror sososososo muchchchc HHH I have a science project so awesom e. I dont realy want to do it but Ok👍 ALSOO I LOVE MATH SOSO MUCH I LOVE TAKING NOTES AND LEARNING ITS SO EASY TO ME ITS SO SILLY AND CALMING AND FUN!! Mariah Carey is defrosting.... ALSOOO update on my trick or treating experience :33 it was fucking crazy ngll. Soo we started at 6pm (later than we were expecting) but one of our friends just. Never showed up. Like ever. So we started off worried abt our friends cuz Where tf is she??? but we kept on trick or treatign and we. We saw kids from our school. So we started running and thennn we went to the good street which we will call autism street so i dont doxx myself!!! so we went to autism street and we see OUR TEACHERS HOUSE and hes giving out FULL SIZED BARS and HE LETS US INTO HIS HOME TO GIVE US CANDY AND I WAS LIKE OOHHH MY GODDD WHAT and then i SEE MY FUCKING TIA AND MY PRIMA (my bestie btw) AND IM LIK E WTF?? anyways. So. we trick or treat a bunch and sit on a conveniently placed bench AND MY BESTIE WHO GRADUATED IS THERE AND IM LIKE OMGOGMOGK HAIIAHHAIAI HELLOO I MISSED U SO BAD OMAIGA and so then we go back to our teachers house and he gives us a shitton of candy and then we call our other friend and shes like HAII GAIISSS AND OUR OTHER FRIEND IS THERE TOO AND HES LIKE OH HEYYY and so then we're like let's go home!!and we end up at a fucking beach so we cross that and see some people watching a movie in their front yard and we yell "Nice movie! Loving it!" and then FINALLY we're home and we all go home the end

10-31-2023 ITS HALLOWEEEENNN HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!!! IM SO HAPPY :33 I had fun at school actually I finished my chinese project !!! And also I got a free ruler from my math teacher since she felt bad she couldnt give us candy :3 The rest of the classes were easy I guess they were just going easy on us since yk tonight everyone is gunna go trick or treating!!! I'm gonna be a cat and I'm gonna go with my friends later today :3 The area we're going to has a lot of kids from our school so we might see them again who knows... Im so excited guys I love halloween even though its always been like. Super overwhekming for me. Im not gonna let that stop me from having fun :33 hapyp halloween gais WONDAHOYYYYY

10-30-2023 Ouuhh my gawwd I have a new vocal stim and it's just me saying "ouhh my gawwwd" in a Jennifer Coolidge voice. Im NOT joking. I hate this boy named Anthony he's sooo annoying and also every boy in my school is racist and evil. Pls send ur prayers. I've been supporting Palestine a bunch and I'm starting to get tired so I might take a small break so that way I can support it more after